Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Living the Life I Love

“Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.”  Harvey Fierstein


So I have decided to post another blog. It's been a reasonable amount of time since my last blog, so I figured it was time for another ramble of the crazy things that go on in my head and my everyday life.. 

So recently I have had an insane time balancing school, work, my shihtzus, my relationship, and my cleaning duties at our townhouse. It has been a whirlwind these past few weeks, and I feel as though it was midterm after midterm, after paper after paper, after quiz after quiz, after assignment after assignment...ALL on top of everything else I have put on my plate. Well I honestly think it has settled down slightly...just in time for me to get sick. I have had the constant bodyaches, joint pain, chills, sensitive skin, throbbing headache, awful neck pain, green "nastiness", and the list goes onnnnnnn... Brandon took me to the doctor this morning (thanks baby:)) and I got some antibiotics to help me get better in time for an event we are having at work on Saturday that I NEED to be in perfect health for. Thank you Dr. Garcia! 

Out of the COUNTLESS times I have been in the health and wellness urgent care, or even at my doctors back in Moses lake I have never seen someone who was so insistent on getting to the bottom of all of my problems. I have been diagnosed in moses lake and pullman with both anemia, thalassemia, and asthma. The only one that has ever been somewhat fixed is asthma because all they have to do is prescribe me a steroid inhaler and say see ya later! Well my doctor today looked up my previous bloodwork and saw the current issues I was diagnosed with previously and said "uhhhhhh.... who was your doctor? and why didn't they send you to a blood specialist." I just told him "I saw a girl doctor here, she ran numerous tests, diagnosed me and then said if your organs and bones start to hurt then we can do something..." haha he gave me the weirdest look and set me up with a referral and an appointment with a specialist in Lewiston ASAP.. he wants to see me again to follow up on that and to go further in depth with my other medical issues. yes I know I am a walking mess, but it's doctors that truly care that make me feel better about it! Kameron, one day when you're a doctor I know you will be the doctor "that cares" :) and I can't wait. 

ON a happier note... last week was halloween and yes I admit, I was super uncreative.. and crossed the line beyond scandalous.. but whatever it's pullman get overrr it. You're only in College once! 



The first night I decided to dress up as a sailor which was my "conservative" outfit.. if it can even fall into that category, but for pullman I might as well have been wearing a turtle neck. Okay im just kidding.. Pullman's not "that bad"... but brandon really loved the sailor outfit, and I almost didn't wear the hat until brandon freaked out saying I HAD TO WEAR IT, because it made the whole outfit... haha okay thanks babe, and he wore "mr loooonguinis chef outfit.. which was a chef outfit with a big sausage and two meatballs. It was hilarrrious.. besides the fact that every kid on the baseball team "stroked his sausage"


Night number two we almost just stayed in for the night and snuggled our girls, but we FORCED ourselves to go out and wear costumes merely based on the fact that I spent too much on my costumes to NOT wear them.. so we went out just so we could snap a few shots and have proof that we wore our costumes haha we are lame old people I know.. give me a break. The second night I definitely caved into the pullman ways and wore a revealing nurse outfit.. yeah it was over the top, but hey I rocked it. Brandon wore the infamous packman that we all love so dearly, and we had a fun 45 minutes wearing those costumes.. then we rushed back home to make rice krispies and snuggle our girls while we watched scary movies.. thats more like a perfect night to me :) 
IN ADDITION: I always tend to "update" our relationship on blogs, but after you've been dating this long there isn't too much to update. We have been living together and are still as happy as ever. I notice every day how we still continue to grow in our relationship and become more and more comfortable. I still look back on how things were even not too long ago and I always think "wow look how we've grown..." We are growing as individuals and still growing more and more in love. He still gives me the butterflies, and I still look at him when he's not paying attention and smile thinking about how is it possible to love someone THIS much... nothing is better than falling asleep in his arms at night and waking up in the same place. We truly complete each other, and we are best friends. I am one lucky girl to have found someone who is this dedicated to me, while he still is dedicated to himself and his future. He knows what he wants in life and is determined to balance it all, and that is one attractive quality. Good guys are hard to come around, and I have found my one in a million :) I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL ALIVE! I love you :)



He who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.
Albert Einstein

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